So, my pencil has finally began to touch paper again, and the feeling is amazing. However, just as the tip of the pencil hits the paper, I feel it all collapse. I hear the words spoken behind me, by my own mind. That voice of self doubt that has raged all of my life, those spoken words that aren't real. When I feel this, all I want to do is give in, tear myself apart with my own hands. Then just when I feel like all is lost and I can't free myself from my own mind. I hear the lyrics of a better time, I hum the tune of a different tomorrow, and I feel the beat of a promise of a new day. I lose myself in the music of my life, all the joy, all the great things, and the wonder still left for me to find.
I feel the slow rise of confidence boiling in my stomach, then it engulfs everything. That flame that started out so small rages through me head to toe, and forces itself out of my mouth forming a roar. With the power of my own confidence, I finally finished the cover page, and first page of my comic. It feels so amazing to finally say that the wheels are in motion for it! I have it posted on Tapastic which is a really cool comic site, which everyone should check out. I will post the link for my comic and to who has the character sheets up.
xxnyxisxx.deviantart.com/galle… <----Nyis's gallery (check out her awesome artwork and those character sheets)
tapastic.com/episode/38716 <-----Link to my comic