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    So I have found out, the hard way, life loves to turn you upside down. I am just steps away from losing everything I worked so hard to accomplish. I have lost dear friends due to my own arrogance, malice, and cowardice. I lost a job over an ER visit, which was a misdiagnosis, and due to losing a perfectly good job I am about to lose my house I rent. I have had to rely on people's help to pay my bills which keep piling up. I pawned a good deal of my personal items, just so I could either feed my cats, put gas in my cars, or pay small bills.

    Yet through all this chaos I still cannot deny that for some reason or another things always get a little better at a time for me. I found someone who was willing to stand my broken heart (that isn't a stab Savvy/Sean don't take it as one you know better ^-...-^) and put up with my loud energy. He is a little dense at times, rough around the edges a bit, but he is the sweetest thing to me. I have found some new friends, who will never be like the ones I have lost, but help with the hole in my heart. I still have a family who absolutely love me, and will do whatever they can for me. Instead of having a screw loose in my leg tugging on a ligament in my leg I just have arthritis and bone spurs at 20 years old.

    I have an interview this coming Tuesday for a security guard position, so woo-who. The only problem is I have no idea how I am going to get to the interview or to training. Something should work out so I can go to the interview though (hopefully). I am slowly becoming more and more excited for the next day to come, slowly shaking of this rut that I have let grow over me. To be honest what I have learned is to not sew my own lips shut and speak my own mind. I will use these wounds to grow up to hopefully find a new beginning, new better me.
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: Spotify
  • Playing: computer
  • Eating: nothing at the moment
  • Drinking: none
    So I have found out, the hard way, life loves to turn you upside down. I am just steps away from losing everything I worked so hard to accomplish. I have lost dear friends due to my own arrogance, malice, and cowardice. I lost a job over an ER visit, which was a misdiagnosis, and due to losing a perfectly good job I am about to lose my house I rent. I have had to rely on people's help to pay my bills which keep piling up. I pawned a good deal of my personal items, just so I could either feed my cats, put gas in my cars, or pay small bills.

    Yet through all this chaos I still cannot deny that for some reason or another things always get a little better at a time for me. I found someone who was willing to stand my broken heart (that isn't a stab Savvy/Sean don't take it as one you know better ^-...-^) and put up with my loud energy. He is a little dense at times, rough around the edges a bit, but he is the sweetest thing to me. I have found some new friends, who will never be like the ones I have lost, but help with the hole in my heart. I still have a family who absolutely love me, and will do whatever they can for me. Instead of having a screw loose in my leg tugging on a ligament in my leg I just have arthritis and bone spurs at 20 years old.

    I have an interview this coming Tuesday for a security guard position, so woo-who. The only problem is I have no idea how I am going to get to the interview or to training. Something should work out so I can go to the interview though (hopefully). I am slowly becoming more and more excited for the next day to come, slowly shaking of this rut that I have let grow over me. To be honest what I have learned is to not sew my own lips shut and speak my own mind. I will use these wounds to grow up to hopefully find a new beginning, new better me.
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: Spotify
  • Playing: computer
  • Eating: nothing at the moment
  • Drinking: none

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Chanell Sutherland
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Okay well I am not the brightess...person..ever, but I can promise that I am a fun person to be around :D. I will talk about, almost, anything really. I am not "normal" or what people hold normal to be, but I am a good friend so I have been told.

I will always try to help, in anyway I can no matter what your race, religion, gender, or preference.

Current Residence: The valley of the dead,
Favourite genre of music: lol I listen to everything
Favourite style of art: um...I dunno
MP3 player of choice: SONY WALKMAN WITCHES xD
Favourite cartoon character: gur
Personal Quote: I am not the brightest crayon in the cookie jar
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Bonds-webComic Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Cain and Abel : Thanks for the Llama!
Abel : If you have the time you can drop an eye over our comic if you haven't already *smiles wide*
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crazyninjapolerbear Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sure thing :)
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Dearest, you have been tagged. Enjoy! [link]
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crazyninjapolerbear Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Lol okays
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:aww:
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:)
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Thanks for the llama! :D
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